I'm totally ok with all of it.
We got a beautiful snowstorm last night, and while it was as cold as all-get-out this morning, my usual walk with the dog took us to a creekbed transformed by snow and sunlight. It was so beautiful, and for a moment I wished that I had my camera. And, just as suddenly, I was quite happy to not have it, and focused on the beauty of the moment rather than trying to share it with people.
It was a fundamental shift, I won't lie. Probably an overdue one, too.
The holidays were stressful this year - tragedy, anxiety, all mixed together in a nasty stew. There were wonderful parts, to be sure - but I'm grateful to have this time at home to clear my head, my heart, my home.
I'll be spending the rest of the weekend listening to music, reading, going to the gym. And distributing more of those horrible things to neighbors, because momma's pants aren't so much fitting. (And I'm ok with that too...I likely shouldn't be, but I am.)
Hoping your 2014 is off to exactly the kind of start you need.